Welcome 2015

Posted: December 31, 2014 in mental health- bipolar, anxiety, thought for today, truth
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As I sit here and await the dawn of the new year now just under an hour away I thought I might just leave the year with a few thoughts…
Don’t look back! There is nothing there for you. Move forward into this new year without fear. Leave old ways of thinking behind. Don’t set yourself stupid and unrealistic “resolutions”, who needs that pressure? Have a goal and just move forward one step at a time and try and live your truth as best you can.
Shine your light for all to see and when you feel that your light is low…reflect some of the light from those you know!
This has been a whirlwind of a year! I have just had a week off work and I am still reeling from the rush that led me here. I know I have not hit all the goals I set for myself in my spiritual growth. I was beating myself about it big time. I allowed life, work, kids, family, fatigue- the list is endless- to get in the way. But then I realised my fretting over the distractions and the seeming “lack of progress” I have made was destroying my peace and impeding my progress even further. I was listening to my daughter and her mum talk the other day about starting a journal in which they would write daily things they were grateful for and it dawned on me…make a list…really have a look at how far you have come…& I did.
I realised that in amongst all the shit and stress and drama and mundane sameness and tiredness I have actually come a long way. Majorly I can say I have quit all my poisonous psychiatric meds, this in turn gave me back my intuition, my conscience and my ability to REALLY feel and experience my emotions for the first time in….I can’t tell you when how long!!!! Through my return of my intuition and my growing ability to trust it I can say I have beaten my bipolar, it’s still there…but I know my triggers and can trust myself and my intuition to feel the “turn”.
I have broken many bad habits.
I have developed much better coping abilities through compassion for my fellow man and mindfulness of my impact within the vibrational field that surrounds me…
I have begun to make some major in-roads towards healing the damage I caused to my loved ones over the years…
As I made my list I realised that although I may not have ended up where I “planned”, I am where I am supposed to be.

So I guess the take home message is this…In 2015, don’t be hard on yourself, just live and show compassion for your fellow man and trust that the universe, the Source will guide you to where you need to be.

Go forward with love into this new year.

Much Light and Love…Always.

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Comments
  1. Belladonna says:

    You have come a long way and seem to be more at peace with yourself.

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